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i chose the passage at the end of night when elie sees himself in a mirror

1. it made me feel almost empty inside and sad and i chose it because of that
2. it is primarily the loss of innocence but really you can link anything to anything if you try hard enough so
3. at the end of the road when the man dies, he is kind of the same, hes sickened and weak and a shell of who he used to be, but he had lost his innocence long ago
4. "from the depths of the mirror, a corpse was contemplating me. The look in his eyes as he gazed at me has never left me."

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i liked the book but i wouldnt read it again i dunno all i really noticed was that everyone said it was super sad like so sad like i told my mom that we were reading it to get the permission slip signed which i did get signed but then forgo t at home and when you asked for the permission slips i didnt have it except you didnt ask for it which was a relief oh yeah so i told her and she was like its the saddest thing ever but when we were watching it it wasnt sad? it just wasnt like something i would remember as sad it was just direct and dark but sad and dark arent the same thing and its weird everyone equates darkness and sadness i guess its because dark means lonely for some people but the book wasnt lonely? the kid was never really alone once his dad died a different family took him in i dunno i just expected it to end differently like the boy dies slowly in the mans arms and then the man shoots himself and it goes dark but it didnt it ended on a high note anyway which is just really odd like i just expected more out of it not to say it wasnt a lot i just expected different stuff mostly i mean im pretty much done here but im going to keep typing what im thinkin g about sorta ill filter some stuff i guess but all im noticing is its weird breathing in here it smells kinda weird and my nose is stuffy and this is a different chair than im used to someone just pulled thedoorknob and she put her fingers to her temples when she started talking to you thats a bad sign and shes a senior so i assume shes in creative writing and didnt get a chance to finish somehting i wonder what class shes in this period i also noticed that you play really weird classical music its just its not weird weird its just not anything ive heard before but it all sounds the same anyway i dont like classical music much like harry can play claire de lune and that makes it beautiful i like classical music when harrys playing it i guess but this is kinda boring and repetitive and sounds fake i dont know why oop out of time sorry